I sometimes wonder if actually confidence is an arrogance. The arrogance should definately be marked by a tinge of not so pleasant disposition of human behaviour which forces other to perceive as arrrogance.
Always have questioned the veracity of god and though I know there are always signs to be perceived and understood at my human angle to judge where the lord exists.
But still the vagabond mind wants to be tied down by the belief of him beside me all the time.
the tide of times have tested me but i do not if they have actually made me strong.
perhaps the junk out inti this head have to scraped off vehemnetly and the entire mind flushed with coll gentle water...
god alas why dont to come to me......